I really thought I would be ok with a break but it seems not, I feel blue without my little girl to keep my thoughts in check. Oh well soldier on just soldier on. Also I am not going to get close to anyone again seems I am easily used and let go, so its not that I cant take it, its that I wont take it.... ANYMORE. You may choose to hate the world, or Judge but I will not follow,I am the only me there will ever be and I wont screw this chance at life!
