May 28, 2011

Last friday night...

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Last night G and I decided to head out for some last minute drinks (why we went I do not know), anyway we ended up in a fight and we haven't fought in ages but this time it was so different, we both were so apologetic to each other the fight didn't last long it was awesome we have both changed and come so so far. Our relationship is so great now and truly can see myself with him the rest of my life, I love him so much, I am so lucky to have what we have and to be headed where we are going. I know that having another bub is definitely the right choice for us. I am so grateful to dbt for helping me and I don't care what anyone else thinks it has changed my life and relationships so much.

On another not I want the silicone half domes so much right now....

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but have to wait till my bub journey has come and gone. Gahhhhh the wait will take forever!

May 27, 2011

Somedays I feel like this

Something I cannot explain!!

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May 26, 2011

Time alone

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I really thought I would be ok with a break but it seems not, I feel blue without my little girl to keep my thoughts in check. Oh well soldier on just soldier on. Also I am not going to get close to anyone again seems I am easily used and let go, so its not that I cant take it, its that I wont take it.... ANYMORE. You may choose to hate the world, or Judge but I will not follow,I am the only me there will ever be and I wont screw this chance at life!